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Speaking Truth

The older I get, the harder it is to talk about the things nobody wants to talk hear.  When I was younger, I would just blurt it out, uncontrollably, in any situation no matter how untactful or rash.  It was unstoppable, the truth HAD to come out and I wasn’t one to stop it.  It was an exciting rush to let the truth unfurl with all it’s wrath.  But just because it’s true, doesn’t mean it’s nice.

These days, I’ve had to learn the hard way how to bite my tongue for the well being of everyone, but especially myself.  A sense of protection in a world where nobody wants to hear the truth, they just want to live happily ever after in their oblivion.  It’s not that I can ignore the truth… it always stares you blindly in the eye, bright as white, unable to look away as it slowly destroys your vision to a blurry hue.  The truth still sticks out like the elephant in the room.  The same one everyone refuses to talk about, but we all know it’s there.  Truth is a funny thing.  Relative.  Variable.  Depending on which side of the line you are on, the results change.  How do we know if something is true?  I am writing my truth now, but it may disagree with your truth.  Does the truth meet in the middle somewhere?
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MUAH: Mandy 
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Poetics: Life Sentences

Life Sentences
Oh the bridges we burn when we speak out of turn….
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There’s something to be said for the right timing of looking people in the eye.  Turn too fast or slow and you’ll miss the hello goodbye.
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I was never one to be gun shy, and yes I’ve…
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Done onto one what’s been done unto me.
walked away from love and made it look easy.
But no matter which side of the crawl you are on
both hearts still hurt even after they are done.
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Nothing like knowing what you want, but not being able to have it
doing all the extra credit just so someone else can snag it
Allowing another to take all the wood you just collected
Putting all the pieces in the puzzle just to find out it’s defective
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I wish…. that I could catch my tears, freeze them and make them into something beautiful.  An ice sculpture, to be proud of…. yes, that was my pain, and yes, it can become beautiful again.  It just takes time and focus and maybe a sharp knife to slice away the splinters that don’t belong.  I would give it to you.  So that you could hold my cold-hearted tears in  your hands and feel them disappear between your fingers.  You don’t deserve to keep them anyways.
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I just want to could crawl into my hole on the dancefloor and dig it deep
Man made. Giving total permission to dance the night away freak out uninhibited.
Make it our mission to listen to the beat, as children we tap tap our feet.
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I wish I could tell you where it all began, and how it’s come to be, this mystery but there are no words to set us free so I guess it best to sweat heavy and let the dance floor be.
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I want to represent my flag…
wear it on my arm like swag
proudly rep pressed with finesse
wear my share, on my vest … I digress hold it in,
instead of letting honor spin itself out into thin air,
with an oblivious grin like anyone really cares,
what i think of our governments affairs,
you got a better idea under there?
who’s ass needs covering up most?
Scared sometimes I get lost when I think of all the ghosts that haunt our past for a cause.  keeping it on the down low just because.  it’s a fascism statement.  and you can bet your spiderwebbed basement hasn’t seen the last of these revelations because the end is not a option.  life is written into the soft spot on our chest.. you can bet someone so on lock can’t be taken away to peacefully rest, so instead of wearing my flag on my sweater vest, i’ll put it away and let time test.
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I wish you could see how big my heart is… I’ve worn it on my sleeve for years and now I’m seeing that may not be the safest place to keep it
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Action Peace Party

So I’ve been playing with the idea of starting a new political/social party…

Call it: APP, the Action Peace Party.

Action: Any – Change – To – Improve – Our  – Nation

Peace: People – Everywhere -Always – Created – Equality

Party: Political – Activists  – Radically – Tolerating – You

We are calling for a new system.  A new way of operating.  Where nobody is punished yet respect is demanded of all.  If you don’t follow common golden rules and a bill of kindness, you will be forced to be exiled (maybe in Texas!?)  Neighborhoods and cities will design basic laws of operation.  And good quality food will be PROVIDED to every citizen.What we stand for:

Organic and HEALTHY food for all
Education for all
Healthcare for all
A cap on net worth
Basic Shelter provided for all
Suggested 2 children per family
Dismissal of inflation
Products sold for what they are worth
Increase of the minimum wage in the USA

Complete access to medical and physical resources and information as needed.It is time to take a good look at our brothers and sisters, foreign and near, and to treat each other like humanity.  Noody has to agree or abide by any of these rules.  Just, consider them. Consider what the world would look like if we all believed in each other, supported each other, collaborated with each other.

My rational brain says, we need to call a meeting with the head figures of the United State, the 13 grandmothers of our Tribes, the Illuminaty families and the head bankers of this world, the leaders of every country who wishes to participate, every country we are at war with, the role models of our time, the legends, like Alex Grey and Amma, and gather them all in one space..  The great minds of our time could attempt a unitation to consider out how we’re going to make this work.  No more war.  We’re going to put a cap on how much money someone really needs to survive (lavishly) and then take what is left over from those at that cap, and distribute it according to need.  Pay off the debts.  Everyone in the community would contribute to congress duty at some point.  The presidency would be a team of people who govern and lead and SUPPORT the people.  Call it the Grey House instead of the white house.  And no, this is not going to be easy.  It’s not going to be fun.  There will have to be a whole lot of trust. Conservation and preservation are key.  But somebody has got to do it, and nobody is leaving that meeting until everyone decides on these key decisions, some still to be determined.  You hear me?

It’s so big….but it does seem doable in my simple mind.  It should be doable, right?  We are chemical and energetic system of energy… we should be able to figure out how to run in unison with other systems.  To master this evolution.  To encompass our true beings.  To be fed and nurtured and honest and radically creative. To UNDERSTAND each other and all that we surround.  We are God’s now.  Operating at God’s speed.  Use your telepathy to gather information and play your cards wisely.  And for god’s sake, be careful what you wish for.  As always, what do you think?

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